Blog: Sketching Whales / Haida Gwaii

A Sample of the Haida Gwaii Canvases: 

A Healing Blanket of Moss, T’aanu Llnagaay, Haida Gwaii, BC (Not for Sale. A giclee/print will be available in 2025.)

November 2024 update:

Since returning from Haida Gwaii in late July, huge progress has been made on the paintings. It’s an infinite amount of material, and a finite amount of time, as there are two shows booked for the paintings in 2025.

Everything must be ready! So I cancelled a few things, and postponed others. To keep this cranky old body going, I upped my exercise, water intake, and sleep, but I draw the line at giving up chocolate, not even for Haida Gwaii. 

With a load of fresh canvas in stock, and with a little luck, paintings will keep slowly appearing off the end of my brush. 
It still feels like a wonderful dream. 

Check Facebook and Instagram for regular progress updates! 

Sketching Whales, and Wild Trees…

Regular Updates on the Facebook Event: https://fb.me/e/3OuFJxpwM

Exciting news! The Emily Carr House museum has granted a show space for the canvases inspired by the Sketching Whales in Haida Gwaii. Watch for it: September, 2025! ???? www.carrhouse.ca

To minimize weight and size in my art luggage/carry-on for flights in July, I’ve started downsizing and reorganizing things in my plein-air kit…
May Update:  Thank you again to everyone for all the wonderful support! Both through fundraising and cheerleading! 
 
Itinerary:

We were bumped from the SGang Gwaay (Ninstints) tour, a world renowned Unesco Site. So,
that money went instead to a tour of Ts’aahl on the West Coast, an area Emily painted in, and to Hlk’yah (Windy Bay and Hotsprings) on the East side. Lucy is first on the waitlist for a spot to the SGang Gwaay tour, but Jean decided it was a blessing to have dodged that long a day. If Lucy gets in, and send your good vibes her way, Jean will happily paint somewhere near the cabin.

Jean also sent off a grant attempt to secure funding for the Sketching Whales graphic novel. Hey, you can’t win the lottery if you don’t at least play, right? The novel is complete except for the infusion of Haida Gwaii inspiration that will bring the book alive. We’ll hear about that long shot (grants are notoriously hard to get) in September 2924, so, fingers crossed. (Grant was rejected.) 

For now, we’re in contact with Haida Gwaii locals we’ve met online, and looking forward to seeing them all in person. We wait, potting up our garden seeds, and otherwise keeping super busy with life until it’s time to head out.
 
Stay safe, everyone. Haawa! (Thank you, in Haida)
 

“Don’t pickle me away as done.” This is Em’s most inspiring answer when it comes to process, and why we artists and writers pursue this crazy obsession (despite the many good reasons not to). I had hit a wall, what was the point? I sometimes fantasize about quitting art, closing the studio, putting up my aching feet–Silly. As if.

A tiny “Keepers of the Stories”…I’ve done this scene a couple of times on large canvases. As her painting energy faded, Emily spent her last years mainly focused on writing her books from her bed. She painted here for the last time. The way the trees grouped around in a semi-circle made me think of her spirit here, one of many ancient women telling their stories, keeping our memories alive.
 
These cedars are in Pkols (Mt Doug, Saanich, BC), on what I call “the shelf” above Cordova Bay beach. They’re the subjects of the last trip Emily Carr went out on, when she was not much older than I am now. Shortly afterwards, after a bit of working on the canvases, she felt tired, and went to a nursing home for a rest (now the James Bay Inn) where she quietly passed away in 1945.
 

The first Haida Gwaii “Sketching Whales” newsletter has gone out. If you’d like to have one in your inbox, please shoot me an email at: jeanoliveris@hotmail.ca. There won’t be many, I promise, I’m too easily distracted by shiny paint. Once a month maybe, and while there, I hope to get a blog link/email off once a day, wifi permitting. 

Emily Carr in her Simcoe Studio

Following where Emily Carr leads has long influenced my life as an artist. In July of 2024 I’ll listen for echoes of her, and learn from our Indigenous family in Haida Gwaii, BC, Canada.

(Quote: Emily Carr. Image: “Intrepid” painting & photo source: PJ Oliver. Location: West Coast Trail inlet, an area, and scene Emily Carr might have steamed by on a boat on one of her trips north from Victoria, BC, Canada.
Following Emily Carr
in Haida Gwaii and Gwaii Haanas 
July 18th – 30th, 2024
 
Thank you to all who made this part possible with donations and in SO many other important  ways! ❤ See Facebook: P Jean Oliver Writer and Artist
and Instagram: opjean or If you’d like an email:  jeanoliveris@hotmail.ca
“Mama Cedar” P Jean Oliver. Painted on site/in Emily’s old studio near: Meegan/Beacon Hill Park, Victoria, BC, Canada (Songhees: “MEE-qan”, sometimes: Meeacan “warmed by the sun”
“Sketching Whales” — An orca breaches the water, crests, is gone. There are moments in life as precious, as difficult to hold, and as worthwhile experiencing.
Stormy Weather by P Jean Oliver (Behind Saxe Point, Esquimalt, BC mashed with my imagination of what the colours, and a storm in Haida Gwaii are like.) 

March 4, 2024: May the fourth be with you! Truer words were never spoken, even if it is March, not May. We’ve made it! We booked our accommodation for July 18th to the 30th in Cassie’s Cottage.

https://www.facebook.com/cassiescottageonhaidagwaii

Central to everywhere, and not that everywhere is very far on this island, this sweet little cottage will be our base of operations out of Daajing Giids (DAW-jing-GEEDS) (formerly Queen Charlotte City until 2022).

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Daajing_Giids

The two tours we booked are to the UNESCO sites of K’uuna (Skedans) and T’aanuu (Emily mis-spelled as Tanoo) and SGang Gwaay (Ninstints) (Tours 1 and 3 on the list, if funds allow, we’ll add the west coast Cha’atl) 

https://www.haidastyle.com/cultural-tours/#logistics

Flight (Tessellation) P Jean Oliver

March 1, 2024: The Canada Council for the Arts refused our grant proposal: unsuccessful. While disappointing, it wasn’t surprising, fine art world funding is notoriously difficult to access. If I’d had to leave Victoria, and arrive in the archipelago with nothing but fortitude, I’d have followed Emily to Haida Gwaii one way or another. Fortunately, through private donations just enough $ was raised to book flights, a car, 2 guided tours in Gwaii Haanas, and a stay of twelve amazing days in a small cottage. My heartfelt thanks goes to the true patron of the fine art world: The Art Lover

November 2023: Mornings are now spent over coffee in the surprising contemplation of planning, rather than dreaming of a painter’s trip to Haida Gwaii.
 
The GoFundMe has passed the $2,000 mark. Early in the new year we’ll do the bookings for the trip in July. This funding will send us for two weeks, instead of the more expensive month a grant would have covered. It still seems a dream, and I can’t quite believe it.
 
https://gofund.me/8cdb7fb0 (Some GFM fees apply. Send a private etransfer to jeanoliveris@hotmail.ca)
 
Thank you to everyone who has contributed–not just in money–in your belief in the value of artistic process, in support of the benefits of art for everyone in society, for your presence in my life.
 
One of my oldest friends, Lucy Diesbourg will go with me. We met in the 80s in Ottawa, Ontario when we both worked on Racoons on Ice as cel painters at Atkinson Film Arts. We’ve been friends a long time. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Atkinson_Film-Arts
 
By last summer I had given up on going to Haida Gwaii, it seemed to hard, too far…Lucy ignited the dying embers, wanting to celebrate her own retirement tramping around the rocky beaches on the northern westcoast, and sitting down to talk with a wild tree.
 
This is also a way to bring other Fremilies (Friends of Emily) into her legacy, her experience with me. A daily journal update with pictures of the area, and the painting progress shots will appear on this blog. More to come, soon! 
 
“Last night I dreamed that I came face to face with a picture I had done and forgotten, a forest done in simple movement, just forms of trees moving in space…[these dreams are] a glint of what I am striving to attain.” — Emily Carr

 

2023: Created Sketching Whales.

March to June, 2020…

Writing in a vacuum is pretty lonely. Praying, keep people safe. Thank goodness for social media during this gap thing.

 
 
June 2021: This stunner of a dogwood is near my front door. It’s where I first met Phoebe, Blue’s last fledgling, in June of last year. There have been so many babies left in it over the years while Mom goes and hunts, I call it the nursery tree. Beyonce, Pheebs’ mom (and Blue’s last partner) stashed her there obviously telling her like my mom used to: stay in the yard while I’m busy! 
 
Walking by one day when Phoebe was a new fledgling, I heard a raven in the tree. Shocked, and concerned for her, and because there’s no way a raven should be there, I stopped and looked up–straight into Phoebe’s sparkling baby eyes. What? 
 
A week or so later, I heard a kind of maniacal giggling on the roof nearest the tree, and looking over, I saw her up on the crest alone. The laughing had definitely come from there.  Eventually I looked the phenomenon up, and learned fledgling corvids often entertain themselves with mimicking, and gradually learn to go stealth, and stop doing it.
 
Phoebe still talks a lot, usually quietly to herself, or caws out some amazing find or thought, the noise of which I’m never thrilled about so I’ll go out and shush her. But as her caws bring me flying out the door to wave and shush, which entertains her immensely, who’s training who?
 
She uses crow sounds, some giggles, clicks, and the best is the raven; which I think she may do for fun because I caught her doing it once, while with obvious enjoyment at her joke in her body language, she watched the adults scatter.
 
March, 2020: The morning coffee was wanting me to disengage while I woke to being human. How? The answer came faster than an urge for pie: mentally go somewhere. Somewhere I’ve never been. Escape on a ramble, travel, do some people watching, and nothing more urgent than when my next flight leaves.
 
Outside, it’s as densely quiet as a library or a basement archive, more like a Sunday than a Saturday, but a Sunday without the undercurrent of restfulness. There may not be a way to physically escape the pandemic, but I’ll take a walk later–while mentally picturing Haida Gwaii.

 

Convergences 

January 6, 2018: A curious man came to see my paintings one day in the winter of 2018. Over cups of tea in my home studio (tea being a must in any Emily Carr art story), I discovered he owns the House of All Sorts, apartments designed and ordered built by Emily, who named it Hill House. It’s steps away from Beacon Hill Park. He wondered if I’d heard of it? 🙂 He left with, “Big Red” and “Are-Beauties” tucked under one arm, destined to be hung in Em’s treasured home and Studio space.


Big Red. Beacon Hill Park. P Jean Oliver. Acrylic on Canvas, 11″x14″. Privately Owned.

His intrepid family are the kind of people who are in the realm of heritage preservationist heroes. We need more plagues for people like this. They are the dedicated few who take what last resources they have, and hold up valuable places of connection for us.  

Are-Beauties, Arbutus Trees. Acrylic on Canvas, 9″ x 12″, P Jean Oliver. Privately Owned 😉

I’ve been trying very hard not to freak out while talking with him, and finding out where my poor attempt at Expressionism paintings were destined to hang. Emily wouldn’t have liked it, she’d have referred to me as a muttonhead for gushing.

Understanding the house. Sketch by PJO

It’s been a long time getting here since I first felt her pull at age eight in 1967. Once a few years ago, in 2016, the house was open for public viewing in a citywide heritage building tour. I think I was second in line to get in. After seeing her studio inside, and taking in every nook and corner, I ditched the rest of the houses on the tour to spend the day in her backyard, Emily’s energy was strong there, and soothing.

When I first went in, and climbed the long, narrow staircase to the top floor to the Studio, I was overcome by the time I crested the landing. The house is configured in a similar way inside as my childhood home in Quebec, which wasn’t always a fun place, it was confusing to be both happy, going all fan-girl, and swamped with grief at the same time.

It seems a long journey, and no time at all, from that eight year old girl me, who stood transfixed in front of Emily’s “Grey” at the Montreal World Expo in 1967, a painting that struck me as my own self portrait would. Who wrapped her thin arms around a chunk of conifer from one of BC’s wild trees on display–to this old-woman self, who waved off two of her darlings to go “live with Emily”.

Like so many, Em’s path is mixed with ours, I should stop being surprised by the convergences. It’s a profound honour to have a thread added to that tapestry.

The back stair, I can almost see her descending to feed the dogs and the furnace, or fleeing up it to hide in the attic.

*What would it be like to live there?* To have access to the strong, murmurating energy the house vibrates with. A place with wholesome, good lighting for painting, where I could work and hang out in nearby Beacon Hill park, or along the beach, just as Emily did. For now, my paintings live there in my place.

Emily has a knack for enduring, of bringing us all along with her in an unbreakable bond, like the material in one of her hooked rugs, her unseen hands weaving us in.

*In the summer of 2020, that same special patron who bought and hung two of my paintings in Emily’s studio upstairs (now a famous Air BnB) invited me to move into a corner of the basement of the House of All Sorts. That little room became my private Studio I’ve dubbed, “Studio All Sorts” for obvious reasons. As my sponsor-now-landlord says, “I think Emily would have liked this too.”

The Back Story Archive: A short interval at the public Cedar Recreational Centre Art Studio in Saanich, BC, Canada …

Sister Sequoia, commission for Peter Oliver and Alison Zook.
A shared, wonderful Art Gallery at the Cedar Rec Centre.
My setup in my usual corner in the busy rec centre studio…
Commission: Drs M and F Muller: hangs in their Yarrow Medical Building office, Victoria, BC

Post March 2020: The lovely space at the studio inside the Cedar Hill Rec Centre gave me confidence, and breathed air into my career. It facilitated paintings, commissions, residences, shows, and connected me to other artists. Having tried to paint at home in a one-room apartment, it was a sanctuary. This studio option ended when it re-opened after the shut downs in 2020.

The new requirements became barriers to participation, and insurmountable: there were higher ‘pandemic’ costs that made it unaffordable, shorter booking periods (meant for hobby painters presumably) made it an impossible space for a professional artist. And I had to be even more energetic and mentally nimble online, and by phone to register.

But as these things tend to be, serendipitously, some may even call it destiny, this blocking lead to my reaching out to a friend, and the owner of Emily Carr’s House of All Sorts, who took me in, saying he thought, “Emily would have approved.” 

January 2020: The grounds around the Cedar Hill Rec Centre Studio become an absolute wetlands wonderland in winter–soaked through, lush, the soccer field submerged under great-flood amounts of rain and flooding, teeming with life.

Everyday I watch quiet drama playing out under spring-swept skies, my brush paused over the canvas. An eagle overhead looks for an unwary squirrel, the ganders and drakes follow their women, those good men of nature, necks on point, swivelling eyes guarding egg-heavy mates who trust their mates completely, as only wives of good men can, as they focus on gaining fat for the work of laying, and the lean weeks on the nest.

Occasionally, a dog or boy is let loose, and allowed to chase the birds, shouted at, encouraged, or ignored by turns, by their handlers. The males sound the alarm, and everyone leaps to the air in irritated batches, sounding more pissed off than afraid.

Watching this amazing act of supreme organization, the training of an army used to each other in battle, who have each other’s backs, the groups lift, and shift, murmurating in mixed breeds to over another part of the field, before floating slowly to the ground to feed or watch. Emily called this survival mechanism, this drive the “great push of life”, all of nature getting ready for babies.

Post Script: An entire Blog was lost in a Weebly attempt to extort a shocking amount of money to restore the content. So I did the only thing a sensible person can do when being blackmailed, I abandoned the material, and went to WordPress. 

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